Said,
I am ashamed for you because you have lost the sense of shame and you are disgracing yourself, your family, Egypt, Saudi Arabia and the entire Arab world. So now you are calling yourself Meshmesh. Why not call yourself Shadia or Chechita banana or was it Chechany banana? My memory is fading.
I remember when I was picking you up from Riyadh airport when you were coming from abroad and you spent an hour in the car praising Prof. Mohamed Al Nashaie and how much he has done for you and how much he has done for your ungrateful wife - what a genius he is and how powerful and well-connected and how much proud you are of having such a connection to such a great man. You might remember that you brought me, in one of these trips from London, a shoe as a present. Politeness prevents me from saying what I would like to do with the shoes.
You have betrayed even your respectable past – even as a communist and a socialist you are becoming a disgrace. Without Professor Mohamed Salah El Din Al Nashaie or El Naschie as he is internationally known, you would have disappeared from the face of the earth. You were sick and penniless- he took you and sent you for medical care in London and kept the secret of your mental illness to himself and risked taking the responsibility of sending someone like you to Saudi Arabia. You forgot all that. It was tragic to see you behind bars. But this is not Prof. Mohamed Al Nashaie’s mistake. Your wife brought it on you – she and her greedy daughter. She had to produce films even if it is on the account that you steal your own mother. Then you stage this comedy worried about theoretical physics in Egypt. What do you know about physics - theoretical or otherwise? You were a good engineer and a good teacher and once upon a time a good friend. I don’t agree with Prof. Mohamed Al Naschie that this is all the schizophrenia you are suffering from. The wickedness with which you plan all these defamation campaigns and the shamelessness with which you execute your plans involving Nobel laureate Ahmed Zewail and not even shrugging from playing a Zionist card to make cheap attacks against a man to whom you owe everything.
Prof. El Naschie sat beside me and was tormented by you standing behind bar. I have known you for a long time Said and I have witnessed this tragedy and your path towards self-destruction from the beginning - 9 years ago. You don’t convince me of anything and you have no excuse and not even schizophrenia. You know very well how two particularly famous scientists in Arabia are jealous of Mohamed. I will name only one – the Palestinian who is dying to get a prize even if he allies himself with the Zionists. The other made in the USA and everybody knows and nobody cares about him. But you have been the most destructive tool in the hands of the Zionists and recalling your past and courageous struggle against Zionism to turn you against your own friend and more. Show me that this was only vanity. You have never been a national hero. You are a vain man and extremely wicked who doesn’t shrug from stealing his own mother and slandering his family.
I will not sign this letter with my real name to give you a minimal protection. Because if I sign it everybody will know exactly who you are and Prof. El Naschie despite all what you have done, still doesn’t like to expose you more than you have exposed yourself already.
Helal Lotfi